A Schizophrenic Pakistani!

The Pakistani in me is gradually turning into a schizophrenic.

Between the effete lands and forlorn skies and from the coast of Karachi to the Khyber Pass, hideous figures haunt me everywhere. When exactly we died as a nation could not get reported. However, the reminiscence of the ‘could-be day’ kept getting materialized into phases and faces alike.

The day they dismissed a certain HEC figure, I saw the education Behemoth ( or may be it never was) wooing like a pigeon. The pigeon-oid bequeathed withdrawal of grants and cancellation of various PhD programs. It died or not was again not reported. Fake degrees issue arose and all I saw were bedouins chanting loud with red Indian beats in the background.

‘Ethical-values’ were already an extinct species in my country. The day pacts and promises were negated to be equivalent of Ayah and hadith and thus denounced, I heard its sniffled cries. A society that was essentially made up of harmony, welfare and peace was receded to become set of tribes and we were too busy to even notice it. Or may be it breathed its last when my leaders defecated mentally live on the Television, yanking ‘mothers’ and ‘sisters’ to make their arguments look stronger. Yes , exactly the ‘values’ died that day and its corpse was subsequently gross.

The paradoxical monsters were scariest of all. With dying education, they at once decided to upgrade colleges to universities. Universal standards that serve as prerequisite for a university foundation were down rightly ignored.The same monster popped up when they overreacted at the ‘generous’ visit of a neighbor country representative. Bundle of bucks were thrown to celebrate the ‘friendship’, bordering on a typical romance throughout the country. They plainly forgot that for a starved man even the moon seems to be a roti ( bread). Period.

The day they killed Salman Taseer I could not recognize my friends any more. The people I always considered as educated and sane ‘human beings’ just vanished and all I saw were clones of Mumtaz Qadri everywhere. That day I pleaded in my heart: Dear mothers, please don’t breed sons like him again, the stigmas on motherland’s honor already seem non washable. With his death, I don’t see literati of Pakistan venturing to resurface again, especially in the mires of politics. The political buffoons are hard to stand and I wince again and again. ‘All is well’ therapy seems a lousy idea here. Same goes for all your hypothesis regarding optimism. The Pakistani in me desperately wants to be treated before this Schizophrenia takes the better of her. Meanwhile, I am with all my Pakistaniat, suspended in the air of fear, for the future and for the love of God, forever more.

And I don't know why and what I tried to make.

Carnage, End of times and all that Jazz!

All hat just had to happen.

The rows of disasters antd calamities huddling like beads of a rosary, the countless accidental deaths on daily basis, massacres deglutioning whole communities,  sectarian riots,  all that simply had to happen.

Hello the Historian out there! When was the first time you reported any incident disturbing the peace of the world? Cain and Abel’s dispute, right? But Cain did not hang Abel upside down. He chose to bury him, rather ashamed, after observing how a crow ( Raven, actually) buried another.

Source: vampirestate.net

Oh wait the Evolutionistis here too. So? Like you know Cain’s little jealousy for his brother grew stronger day by day that resulted in the first murder on the earth. The murderer had no choice but to pass this evil gene down his offsprings. First mutation, note that down Sir. If we assume jealousy a standard gene, a rough cross matching between the genes of a normal person and a jealous one gives the following result; 25% offspring will be normal, 25% would be jealous and the rest 50 % would be neutral. This is how we multiplied malice over time.

Here comes the Psychologist . What do you say eh? Ain’t jealousy the mother of all evils? What made Iblis the Satan? We call someone a psychopath who loses self control over normal Dos and Don’ts, means we are normally capable of curbing our weaknesses. But what we did was to nourish and feed the evil monsters within and breed even more stronger evil ones.

That said I add that lynching in Sialkot, Suicide bomb attacks and target killings now and then do not surprise me anymore.

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The intolerance, malice, hatred, jealousy, apathy we brewed up for generations are served today publicly as per customer’s taste. You can’t brush it under the carpet because its no more the grains of dust but a stiffened mountain.

Let’s talk to Physicist now. You told us that entropy leads things to the worse and whatever created has to perish progressively.  If we apply this general law of Physics to everything what gets proved is our frailty and God’s supremacy.

Ask an Environmentalist, He says producing certain chemical compounds deplete Ozone layer ; the layer that God set as barrier between the earth and the radiations for our safety. He also says that deforestation and hunting of animals destroy the ecosystem, the role of which in maintaining a balance on earth has not been understood fully yet. He further says that you cut the Mangroves alongside the beaches and you are likely to face such calamities.

And there you go all the sane men! The Almighty made you His supreme creations.He blessed you with a mind capable of nailing almost every mystery of the world. He gave you much common sense, much intellect to invent the things for your defense and progress.

And O Dear Countrymen, My fellow Pakistanis! Pity that we are Sindhi prior to a Pakistani. Pity that we think building dam will rob us off our precious water as Punjab will usurp it all and rein our sources as if Punjab is another country,  another state.

Pity that we are Punjabi prior to a Pakistani. Pity that we are always desperate to pwn our country to this peak that the other provinces whine in insecurity.

Pity all of us as we are rightly delved into self-pitying thinking that its God’s curse that we shoulder so many coffins a day, that we play Holi with blood and gore in our streets. Pity that we are Shiites and Sunnis and not the Muslims and then we blame Him?  We point our fingers towards the Heavens and question His mercy? We ask him why He sent us flood? Why He let so many people die if He were as loving as seventy mothers?

Source: Guardian.co.uk

We probably are waiting for Him to yell over the skies that O my Creatures, Give me a break! You are the ones screwing up your nature, cannibalizing your instincts, fiddling with the environment and then you call this as His curse when you yourself initiated a vicious cycle. We are here for what we did or what our fore-fathers did and we will reap exactly what we will sow today.

While the sand of times is leaking away due to the punctures we made, we still have the time to do something better. We still can become a better person for humanity and for morality. We can fix our flaws before being lowered down into the graves . We can change what will happen to us on the Doom’s day and in the after-life despite how much jazz it seems. But in this world with everything totally effed up now,  I despair whilst writing that all that just had to happen.